I did that so often that the mere sight of woodchips, the singular sound of a saw, or the overwhelming smell of lacquer immediately reminds me of my father. I find a part of home in these things, and walking down the street or listening from my bedroom window to construction outside are gifts of memory to me that I greedily seize whenever I can.
This morning I walked into Dad's shop with him. It is a new shop, only about four years old, but it is nonetheless hopelessly dusty inside with mounds of woodshavings, piles of scrapwood, and papers of draftwork at his drafting table. I look around and breathe in deeply as he shows me the carvings for a bedpost, a stand-up bench for a judge. The half-done work is beautiful already and I am overwhelmed at the artistry my dad exudes. I smile at the dust-ridden rolodex that I remember from years ago. I know he still sifts through it despite the decrepit state.
I look at the machines, with their films of grime on them. As a girl I wrote notes to Dad in that dust. "I love you" or "Good job, Dad!".
I look around the room at there, balanced on a top rung of the wall high above everything else is the sticker my dad's had in his shop for as long as I can remember. White writing set against a deep blue says, "My boss is a Jewish carpenter."
So much has changed in this life. And so much remains constant.