I do not like what I've begun

"I had a dream I could fly...from the highest tree."

-Priscilla Ahn

Well, why can't we?

An admittance:

I do not intend to go back to graduate school in January.

Many reasons.

One:

It's not my deepest passion. Neglecting our passions is a waste of time. It's time I lived that ideal.

But, of course, this means that I have no excuse not to do and try my best. Well, I endeavor to try. Remember: thinking and doing are two different things.

This is a scary decision.

But,

the Lord is asking me again to try. Do I trust him?

Yes, I do. He has never proven himself otherwise.

In fact, it's simply the opposite.

The Lord loves me so that his patience does not run out with my meanderings. But now it's time to come back home to what I know is right, what must be done.

So, I'll ask for supportive words because this is going to be a windy road to travel.

And I think that one day I will look back with a clear vision of what came from this.

And I will be thankful for this leap. You see, quitting makes no practical sense.

I've tried to legitimize school from every angle. School makes sense.

Does sense matter the most?

No, it doesn't.